Songs of Salvation and Suffering

[crimsonhero13]

All You've Done (c)
by James Caramon Harris

Verse 1:
All the things you've said,
Have hit me as lies,
But I know that in your head,
It's all truths through your eyes.
So no matter what I do,
I don't know how to thank you.

Chorus:
I'm writing this song to thank you,
For all you've done.
I didn't know what to do.
I was always on the run.
But thanks to you,
I'm finally someone new.
I'll do what I can to make it up to you,
But I'm just a man,
And I'm sorry that this is all I have to thank someone,
For all you've done.

Verse 2:
You're so shy,
Yet you've help me see why,
I needed to keep on doing what I do,
And there's no other way that I can thank you,
But to write this for you,
And show you how much your help,
Meant to me.
(Chorus)

Verse 3:
You're a little crazy,
You're a little lazy,
But thanks to you,
I can write this song,
That took me so long.
And I don't know what else to do,
So this is for you.
(Chorus)

Verse 4:
You may be random,
And a little weird,
But I have some,
Things I need you to hear.
I didn't know just what I had,
Until I threw it away,
But thanks to you,
I'm a new man today.
(Chorus)

Verse 5:
You're kindness knows no bounds,
And I've found,
That you care so much for others,
As though they were your sisters and brothers.
And I have to thank you,
For just being you.
(Chorus)

[crimsonhero13]

How Much I Care ©
James Caramon Harris

Verse 1:
The more I think about it,
The more I seem to see,
That this will never end,
As long as you’re beside me.
(Chorus)

Verse 2:
Let me live,
Let me die.
Please forgive me,
Because I made you cry.
Please hold on,
Until the dawn,
So that we can be together again,
So that this will never end.
(Chorus)

Verse 3:
It’s you and me,
And all I see,
Is that I love you,
And I loved you all the time.
I wish this could last forever,
But I never,
Knew just how much you cared,
Until I wasn’t there.

Chorus:
I miss you,
I wanna kiss you,
But I’m too far away.
I’ll see you,
I wanna stay.
I’ll hold on,
And never let you go,
Then I can show you,
Just how much I care.

Verse 4:
The more we’re apart,
The more I feel,
My heart,
Breaking.
I’m losing control,
But I don’t know,
What to do.
(Chorus)

Verse 5:
I can’t love anyone else,
But I can’t ever get this right,
I love you,
So I’ll see you tonight,
But until then,
Every sin,
That I commit,
Will lead to the end,
Of all of it.
I need you to make me whole,
I need you to regain control,
Of my heart,
To keep me from falling apart.
(Chorus)

[crimsonhero13]

(Don't Wanna Be) Losing You/ In My Heart by James Caramon Harris

Verse 1:
The more I think about it,
The more I come to understand,
Why I feel this way,
When I hold your hand.

[Chorus]

Verse 2:
The harder I try,
To forget that dream,
The more it seems to reappear.
The more I see it,
The more I fear,
That I'll lose you.

[Chorus]

Verse 3:
In that dream,
You're wearing a ring,
A blue and silver wedding band,
On that hand,
& I fall to the floor,
'Cause I can't endure,
Losing you.

Chorus:
Every time I look into your eyes,
I see the clearest skies.
& every time I'm near you,
I can't think of what to do.
& every time I look into your heart,
It makes me start to feel,
So happy.
It makes me feel real.
I never want us to be apart.
Because I have this feeling for you,
In my heart.

Verse 4:
Maybe I gave you that ring,
That's what I want,
More than anything.
But I don't know,
If you'd say "Yes." or "No."
I don't understand,
So I'll take you by the hand,
& take you through our yesterdays,
So I can be the man,
Who can put a smile on your face.

[Chorus]

Verse 5:
If you'd help me understand,
How you make me feel this way,
Then I'll grab you by the hand,
& tomorrow I can say:
"No matter what we do,
I'll always love you."

[crimsonhero13]

Opening Up by J.C.H.

Verse 1:
Open your eyes,
& I'll open mine.
I hear you cry,
Every night.
I want to stay,
Here with you.
I don't know what to say,
Or what to do,
But I'll keep trying,
As long as it keeps you from crying.

Verse 2:
Open your heat,
So I can give you mine.
We're never apart,
At any time.
Open the door,
& see,
If what you're looking for,
Is inside of me.

Verse 3:
You're on my mind,
All the time.
& if you need me,
Just call my name.
& help me see,
That we're the same.
& help me believe,
That there's a way,
To relieve,
This pain,
That floods my soul,
That hinders my goal,
So I can find a way to stay.

Verse 4:
I open my eyes,
& see you sitting there.
I drop my disguise,
& show you how much I care.
There's a knife in my back,
& tears in your eyes,
You expect to be attacked,
But to your surprise,
I pull out the knife,
& throw it away.
"I don't want your life.
I just want you to stay.
I want you for my wife,
So you'll never go away."
When I get to you,
Here's what I'll do:
I'll hold you tight,
& say: "I love you."

[crimsonhero13]

[Brokendown Dreams by J.C.
Verse 1:
My dreams,
My plans,
My schemes,
My demands,
All of these are nothing to me,
Because I see, that:

Verse 2:
Everything I do on my own,
Ends up hurting someone.
Whenever I do that a part of me dies,
& no one hears my cries.
People say I'm like a cat,
Why is that?
I say so many things,
I try to help,
But no one understands me,
Except myself.

Chorus 1:
I break down my dreams,
(I'm broken hearted,)
No one hears my screams,
(I'm so retarded,)
But it seems,
(That there's someone,)
Who can understand,
Me.

Verse 3:
Why do I feel this way?
(I'm so alone.)
Why do I choose to stay?
(To find someone.)
What should I say,
To the one,
That I find?

Chorus 2:
I've broken down my dreams,
But something's missing.
I don't know what it means,
But I wouldn't mind finding out.
What should I say,
So that you'll stay,
Here with me?
All's forgiven,
'Cause I'm still livin'.
But I feel so empty inside,
It feels like part of me died,
All that's left is Pain,
That's driving me insane.
But I want you back.
Give me another heart attack.
Wake me up,
So that I can see,
What it means to be,
In Love.]

[kataya]

Wow, these are really awesome :3

[crimsonhero13]

Then I suppose I'm trying too hard...